State of the State

I've eaten a pudding cup, a fruit cup, banana, 2 Pop Tarts and a Nutragrain bar today. I don't even think I drank any water. I would actually like to get something for dinner, but I can't get into the kitchen to make anything. My wife decided to start to make some kind of eggrolls and has taken over the entire space. I'm starving and a little on edge right now. It is 9:30PM and getting something to eat right now probably would not be the best thing to do... though I do feel a little light-headed.

I run fist thing tomorrow morning. That should be interesting seeing that my tank is below empty right now... and probably worse when I wake in the morning. But that's how I currently live. My wife quit her job several weeks ago and went into a frenzy to save every stinking cent we made. So I eat pretty much like a pauper. I do enjoy the PB&Js but ramen in the summer sucks. We have a big box of burgers in the freezer... but no buns. So I end up having a crappy patty with ketchup on it. Yay (not).

Anyway, I also am striving for a weight goal by September 1; 158lbs. I'd say no problem except I'm still in the mid-160's and have a hard time leveling out below 166 or so. I roughly need to drop 8-10 pounds in the next 3 weeks. The starvation brought on by the actions of my wife should help me in that regard.

Current emotional state: miserable.